Saturday, November 13, 2010


alhamdulillah im done with muet.
hope it will be my first and last.
reading-it is a tough paper.but their words is not that difficult to understand.
i just can pray as it carry lots of marks.i did my best.
writing-yeah.the first part is seems to be is similiar to the past year paper.
thank God i read that before.but saya hanya mampu berserah.Allah itu maha adil.
setiap usaha akan dibalas setimpal dengan nya.ok??so dont give up.pray hard my friends.
part 1 is confusing.the question is about arranged you agree?
honestly,im not agree with teenagers of course we want the freedom to choose our own lover.
but in the essay i agree with the topic,as it gave me more points.
listening-it was no comment.telinga pun x bape nak ok.
but alhamdulillah im cnfdnt with the objective part.
the other parts is tough.thanks God the radio produced good sound.
it is clear and i cant understood the text.
then,hantar la paper last.
tepat jam 12.30 p.m paper muet abis.
hanya mampu untuk berdoa.
saya mahu kan band 4 to get into B.Ed tesl.
tolang doakan saya eh kawan.
insyaallah allah akan membalas doa anda dengan kebaikan.

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

The Special Message

"It is not the break up that hurts the most.
It is waking up and checking your phone for the message that is not there.
Its is like starting your life over again and you have no idea where to begin.
But the hardest part is when you will get used of being alone
until someone would come and you will start to fall again"

thanks for that
you know who you are......

Thursday, July 22, 2010


it has been so a long time not create new post
really miss to write something but
lots of time that i hve to do.

new life n new aims
now i currently study at uitm kuantan
taking foundation in tesl
why TESL???
that question always and will forever be in my mind
sometimes felt like regret taking tesl
but GOD knoe the best
i can do nothing with my spm result
alhamdulillah,i really grateful of what i got know.
tesl is not such a bad course
it really fun and enjoy when i learned tesl

deeply in my heart
i really want to further my study in accountancy
i got the chance to further in college matriculation kedah in accountancy
but as u all know
it not stated in the city
that one of the reason why i dont want to go there
besides,in matrics i have to be like secondary school
which i have to wake up early
and classes start at 8 EVERYDAY
even in FELC,i felt like it such a big thing to wake up early everyday
i also got the offer to further my study in dentistry at university of Alexandaria
same with leasa and jeej
it is under medicmesir and i can apply for yayasan phg scolarship
after take so much time to time about it
finally i said no to dentistry
it is very risky to take that
because im not such a good student in science
yes,i really want to go overseas but not in science
i want account

at last, Tesl is in my heart
even i have to take 8 subjects altogether
is not really burden to me
because i learned about that during my English course
so it not a problem for me to love tesl
i never think to take tesl
but it is reality now
im one of the TESLian.
insyaAllah i will do my best to get better result
MUET band 4.

truly in my heart accountant is still my ambition
if i get the chance to further my study in accountancy in degree
i will grab it
YaAllah i hope it can be reality

Monday, July 19, 2010

Saturday, July 17, 2010


today im home
alhamdulillah finally
lots of works to do
assignment and revision
to my beloved friend
be storong in your operation
in know u can do it
pray hard

Friday, May 28, 2010


at last,it is end.
huh!!really tired and fed up.
its already over
Uitm is now my place
MDS is very strict week and im lucky
because its only once in a life time
no more MDS after this
it will make me die if its happen once again
wakeup as early as 4.30 a.m
never did it before
all the OC is very strict
especially OC zul
hope i will never meet him again
the moment that hurt us is
when he ask us to looked up about few minutes
i cant imagine how hurt it is
its very cruel
and now its over...

Monday, February 15, 2010

TEKAM camp

3 days at tekam.
english camp.
my group.n im be the asstnt leader.
tired dowh.
but its fun.
we had line dance,caving rafting,singing.
yeh.its really an enjoyable trip.

FELC lyfe!!

cant imagine my life now.
im so hepi lah.
at least i do something benefit.
x de la stay at home.
did nothing.
now,im taking english course at FELC.
for 3 months.
grammar,essay,public speaking n reading.
4 classes.
reading: with madame wan.mmg ngantok class ni.
             but im enjoy myself.
essay:class dat i hate the most.ngantok fers mmg x fhm pe yg die ckp.mat saleh la
         last i love his class because score highest marks in essay.92!!!wow..
grammar:miss hazirah class-dok blkg.maen jela kje.+ boys yg gle sume.adoiy.tension tol dok blakang
              mr.wee-bes dowh klas usual,dok blakang.em,maen jela
public speaking:dgn madame maznah.wah,klas yg plg sume org takut.kne buat public speaking.
                       even its not my probs but,still la.malu:)

conclusion:BEST SANGAT...

Saturday, January 2, 2010


lots of experience this year.
everything left..
here 2010 come.
bye2 2009.
lots of story.


i am sadenned when i read about how unhappy peoples lives are, and i hate it when they feel there is no way to change their situation. i wish people had more hope and drive to make their own life better. i wish i could hug everyone whos unhappy and maybe it would make them feel a little better knowing somebody cares.  i also wish their sadness didnt sometimes turn into hatred. i think its that hatred that makes it so hard to for them to be happy. we should all just smile and be happy we are alive;  focus on the things we have instead of what we dont have or what we want. we should all try to be happy for our own sake.

sometime not everytinhg that we want we can get.
not ALL.
im hoping that i can get everything..
but im wrong.
yah.sometime kita x penah nak appreciate what we have.
im always keep on remind myself about this.
but melayu kan mudah lupe.
fers,im regret because not 100% focus on my study this year.
im a spm candidate.
study hard n smart.
but im failed to do that.
tu lah things that i regret the most.
2 all people around,dont do the same mistakes like me.
plan everything earlier.
to my friends yg give me the support,tq so much.
criusly,i need that.
esp,tyme result trials keluar.
i really down.sumpah.
but with all the support,i not give up yet.
until la spm.yes,im really work hard.
may Allah bless.
then,i regret to be myself.
buat decision without thinking.
2 times.
not everything that we want,w can get.
that is the fact.
friends yg always be by my side.ily.
gave myself da 2nd chance,is not right.
last2,diri sendiri kena balik.
its really hurts me.
no.i cant forget that.
i can forgive but not forget.
im sowry.
next,really sad bila kena tinggalkan my beloved batch.
share everything.
2 my batch,i'll never forget all the memories.
thanks so much 2 lindotte,meenie,leasa n all.


even banyak sangat benda yang menyedihkan
but there still thing that can make me smile.
yah,i really enjoy my year.

final orches.

koop tersayang



bdk2 nakal..